it's so complicated

my brain is so slow my only med i fell is so strong too strong way too strong, brain is so slow, my brain hurts, i used to take meds i had to sign a waiver for do i have a braintumor ?? i keep clacking my teeth they are starting to hurt, i can't stop it i think i've developped a new tic, they doubled my meds for some reason, im not sure why, im not sure why i trusted that psychiatrist,